January 2012
December 2011
when I finally have sex
some guy: now I know you're a virgin so you probably don't know much about -
me: no I read fanfiction I got this
Fuck I can't draw anything.
I hate this feeling, I’ve started on several things, doodles, drawings pieces and nothing seems to turn out right. This happened all through summer when I’m in this house I can’t create. God fucking dammit I feel so worthless.
When you go home for college arn't you supposed to...
Not for this kid, we’ve been eating shit out a box for the past week. This is disgusting. I cook real food in my apartment nearly every night. I wish I could walk to the supermarket and buy raw meat and veggies to eat.
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So I may have to drop out of school.
My school changed my schedule which means my work schedule has been screwed up and I may not be able to get more hours, which means I may be living on $30 every two weeks. Then my ride to school maybe be switching schedules which I can’t do because then I lose more hours and life just stinks. Oh and I found out my roommate is moving out but then all of this on top was just the cherry to it...
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I need a pocket sketch book.
Sooooooo bad.
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I really can't stand living here.
I want to go back to my little apartment where I can sit in my studio and create. I can’t stand the coldness of my basement or the dank walls or the ugly red carpeting that I put in during my goth phase. There’s is no natural light in this room at all, it’s empty, there’s an empty bookshelf a dresser and a bed. Please let me go back to my light where I can be happy with all...